「先輩？」

ABOUT

vi ┆ 20+ ┆ she/her ┆ gray-a

  • into various anime, manga, and games (mostly video games)

  • my favorite genres are fantasy, horror, and steampunk

  • i love love shoujo manga

  • i have mental health issues (depression and anxiety)

  • I can be really shy, but I love meeting new people, so feel free to message me at any time!

I promised to meet you in peak flower season.

INTERESTS

fate, tsukihime, pandora hearts, code geass, idolm@ster, atelier series, fire emblem: awakening & three houses, drakengard, nier, okegom, corpse party, fruits basket, daiya no ace, digimon, hatoful boyfriend, lord of the rings, spirit hunter series, sailor moon, persona 5, stardew valley, fushigiboshi no futagohime, story of seasons, hunter x hunter, psycho-pass, vocaloid, bloodborne

other things i'm passionate about:

  • the space! also stars & constellations

  • horror games (darkwood, soma, siren, fatal frame etc)

  • my OCs

  • vampires!!! and dinosaurs... love them

  • nature documentaries

  • rpgmaker games (majo no ie, ib, watgbs etc)

  • visual novels

  • worldbuilding & magicbuilding

  • high, dark, and steampunk fantasy

  • a very specific genre of fantasy music (kaoling and peritune's songs are my favorite examples!)

  • fantasy, nature, and season-themed ambience

I forgot the passing of seasons in a space of time that felt like the quiet bottom of the sea

FAVES

fate archer (emiya), gudao (ritsuka fujimaru), rin tohsaka, BB, sakura matou, ishtar, meltryllis, shirou emiya, manaka sajyou, morgan, kingprotea, kama, abigail williams, passionlip, melusine, artoria caster, nero claudius, galahad, shinji matou, illyasviel von einzbern, artoria pendragon, bedivere, kay, xavio (hakuno kishinami)
tsukihime SHIKI tohno, arcueid brunestud, hisui, kohaku, ciel, akiha tohno, shiki tohno, satsuki yumizuka
fruits basket tohru honda, kyo sohma, momiji sohma, ayame sohma, yuki sohma, mine kuramae, saki hanajima, megumi hanajima

pandora hearts echo, jack vessalius, oz vessalius, alice baskerville, gilbert nightray, leo, lacie baskerville, will of abyss
digimon koushiro izumi, sora takenouchi, yamato ishida, mimi tachikawa
idolm@ster uzuki shimamura, kaede takagaki, pierre, mayu sakuma, shiki ichinose, frederica miyamoto, yukari mizumoto, miki hoshii, takane shijou

drakengard zero, mikhail, accord, one, two, three, caim
nier A2, emil, 2B, 9S, operator 6O, operator 21O, brother nier, kaine
corpse party yoshiki kishinuma, naho saenoki, ayumi shinozaki, aiko niwa, sachiko shinozaki
hunter x hunter kurapika, gon freecss, killua zoldyck, neferpitou, machi komacine, shizuku murasaki, alluka zoldyck

psycho-pass nobuchika ginoza, arata shindou, akane tsunemori, shougo makishima, mika shimotsuki
code geass suzaku kururugi, lelouch lamperouge, rolo lamperouge, C.C.
kagerou project ene (takane enomoto), konoha (haruka kokonose), momo kisaragi, ayano tateyama

But eyes are blind. You have to look with the heart.

SHIPS

you are cordially invited to scream at me about the following ships:fate
shirou/rin, any male servant/gudao (mainly caster gil/gudao, dantes/gudao, arthur/gudao, and oberon/gudao), gil/m!hakuno, shirou/shinji, cu/emiya, sanson/marie, gil/rin, lancer/rin, andersen/kiara, f!hakuno/nero, f & m!hakuno/BB, f & m!hakuno/sakura, surtr/ophelia, rin/sakura or sakura/rin, shirou/archer

others
suzaku/lelouch (cg), miyuki/sawamura (daiya), l/light (dn), dimitri/edelgard (fe3h), dimitri/m!byleth (fe3h), felix/annette (fe3h), oz/echo (ph), akira/hikaru (hikago), hinata/nanami (sdr2), rin/uzuki (im@s), konoha/ene and haruka/takane (kagepro), kise/kuroko (kurobas), kyo/tohru (furuba), yuki/kyo (furuba), roy/ed (fma), al/ed (fma), hibari/tsuna (khr), mukuro/tsuna (khr), hibari/haru (khr), kougami/ginoza (pp), akechi/akira or akira/akechi (p5), shade/fine (futagohime)

p.s. all my ships have fixed top/bottom dynamic (except for the ones with or) and they're all listed in order. naturally, switching/riba/リバ (reversible) and gyaku/逆 (opposite dynamic) are my personal squicks. please do not talk to me about them!

i'm also a (male) protag sucker (most of the time), so i ship the MC of any series with the entire rest of the cast by default. feel free to scream at me about any protagship you may have!

Please, always remain who you are.

DON'T FOLLOW IF

  • your waifu is trash

  • you hate gudao & cats

  • you're not a believer of bottom gudao

  • you like pineapple pizza and your name is not oswald

HARD MODE

  • you're under 18 and feel uncomfortable following 18+ y/os

  • you fit the basic dfi criteria

  • you're okay with harassing people who have unconventional or otherwise unpleasant ship tastes

  • you make and/or support call out posts

  • you're part of the fiction = reality crowd, or believe people are terrible for shipping certain fictional characters, kinks, or relationship dynamics

  • you continuously show an open dislike/hate to my faves/ships

  • you lack the mental capacity to use the block button

I don't have a big enough entitlement complex to self-righteously ban certain kinds of people from following or interacting with me in any way, but this list is meant for your protection and comfort more than mine ♡

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.

COMFORT CHARACTERS

This page is for all my comfort characters. They're the ones that make me feel good and happy, and generally safe all round ♡

I want to go back to those gentle days… so badly I could cry.